So I’ve been mentally up and down lately. I’ve always struggled self esteem-wise. Maybe not always, but a lot.
Now I’ve looked into “reprogramming my brain” by using the law of attraction, visualizing, meditation, affirmations… anything to get good thoughts/ vibes/ etc into my mind and build that new muscle. But you know what also works?
KEEPING MY FUCKING WORD.
A man I know likes saying that esteem comes from doing esteemable acts. Granted, I don’t have to save people from a burning building. I just have to not flake on the things I need to do and do them consistently.
My teeth are ok. I mean I’ve had tons of fillings in my day but since they’ve been removed and replaced with porcelain fillings (is the white stuff porcelain?) They look great. But, I’ve never consistently flossed. Oh a month straight here, a few weeks off, a month there, a few months off, etc.
As now I’m back on a flossing kick. And being in action in a way that I want to feels good.
I also have spent $5 a day for breakfast- bagel, coffee. However, when I cook oatmeal I save money and feel good about myself.
And most importantly… at work. I took on an important project crunching my department’s numbers every month for the Monthly Business Review. I trained on how to do it, pull reports from Salesforce and paste and format into Excel. It’s not rocket science but very important and the timing is very important – needs to be done ASAP in the new month.
And my boss and his boss were concerned, not because of me but just because it’s timely. So I wanted to make sure to rock this project.
And today I finished it a day early. BOOYAH!!!!!! That’s how Rex does it!
Yeah, I feel good about myself.