So I have no plans on July 4th. My gf Mona is on vacation auth her kids, my uncle isn’t having a bbq here in Brooklyn. And honestly, asking to join someone else’s plans sounds exhausting. So I’m going to do something I REALLY need to do…
CLEAN MY APARTMENT
It is NOT in company mode and hasn’t been ever since Mona’s ex moved out of the house and I started going over there. Why would she ever come here when ahe has a full house, property, a garden, a deck, bbq, etc?
I’m not saying she wouldn’t come over my place but honestly there’s no reason to.
Speaking of reasons, I need a reason to clean. As I live life, I just don’t clean for me. I know that sounds irresponsible and immature, but it’s the truth.
Well, not entirely. But with the weekend job dominating my time and energy one day a weekend and Mona dominating my other weekend time, that’s out. And I’ve really not developed the muscle of cleaning after work on the weekdays. I have zero energy after working.
Or maybe I’m just making excuses for being lazy.
Now, ok. I admit. My paradigm for cleaning my apt is that cleaning is done one time and it’s a comprehensive activity. But i think I really should always be cleaning a little so it never amounts to anything disastrous like it is now.
Ugh. Change… even for the better and most logical… is tough.