I don’t understand it. I receive mail. I take it out of my mailbox, I bring it upstairs to my apt. And quite often I put it on my dining room table/ table I work from, or my coffee table, or my kitchen somewhere… and I just leave it.
It’s not like I’m avoiding debt collectors or subpoenas or anything that will bring me bad news. I don’t know what the heck is wrong with me. It’s like mail brings me anxiety.
But why would that be? Ugh. I’m weird.
I’m going to turn over a new New Year’s leaf. I’m going to put it in the same area every day. An accessible area. And I’m going to go over it after work. That will be my ritual.
Does anyone else have an unexplained aversion to opening mail?